The Perfect Lie

Okay, I did the unthinkable. I invited someone into my home when it was. . .let’s just say less than perfect. No that’s not true, it was a total and complete disaster.
I have been feeling under the weather the last few days and was really neglecting…well, everything. I had trash that needed to be recycled stacked up in the middle of the kitchen island. Milk jugs, pizza box, juice jugs, soup cans. . . .and the list goes on and on. But that’s not the worst of it. The sink was FULL of dirty dishes. The counter tops needed wiping down. The floor was sticky. There were toys in every room and in every corner. The children were not fully dressed, and I was still in my PJ’s. And of course, as that implies no hair, and no makeup.
Are you wondering what the big deal is?
Well, as I might have mentioned before, I am a southern girl and we like to play dress up. We also like to pretend to be a master of all things. We even indulge each other in this fantasy game, by giving a polite “shout out” before dropping by someone’s home. This gives them the opportunity to also pretend to be perfect by shoving all their messiness under a bed, in the closet, or worse in the bath tub (this one, I’ve only heard about).
So why did I open the door, you maybe asking.
Well, I did it to dispel an ugly rumor that has been circulating though my family for quite some time now. You see the “guest” was my dear cousin, and the ugly rumor that I am trying to debunk is that I am “perfect”.
Now why would I want to destroy such a beautiful illusion?
For several reason really, but the main one, the simplest one is because when all the crap that I have ever shoved anywhere, (metaphorically speaking) comes crashing down on me, I want my friends and family to be standing there with a helping hand and a shovel. Not with their mouths hanging open, pointed fingers and shocked expressions.
To tell you the truth, I have no idea where this rumor originated. I’m not perfect by any standard. I’m overweight and underpaid. I’m a lousy driver and can get lost going to my mailbox. I am sarcastic by nature and though fore offensive to most. One leg is shorter than the other one and my earlobes are fat. I do however posses a few qualities that others in my family may be lacking, such as I understand the meaning of R.S.V.P. I can organize an event weeks before it actually occurs, instead of just a few hours, and I do normally keep a tidy house (not that they don’t) but they also have quite a few things up on me. For instance they are all certifiably geniuses. How very annoying.
No, really I love ‘em and I don’t enjoy being judged negatively by them, hence the impromptu house tour.
I hope there are whispers at the next family gathering.
I hope that I’m the butt of a few jokes.
They can laugh all they want; they just better bring a shovel when I need ‘em.

A girls gotta' do what a girls gotta' do.

It has been an eventful weekend. Lots of celebrating and lots of sugar; so by late afternoon on Christmas day, all I wanted to do was snuggle up to husband on the couch, finish a movie that we had started and watch the kids play with their toys. But my Grace had different plans. She too, wanted to play with her new toys, but she wanted to play with her new bath toys. Now, call me a bad mom if you will, but I didn’t want to do bath-time last night. It sounded like too much work. Washing the hair against their will, coxing them out of the tub before they turn into ice cubes, trying to catch two squealing slippery pixies just so that I could wrestle warm dry clothes on them; and then TRY to brush their hair. NO THANK YOU!
I just didn’t want to do it.
So I told Grace that they could bathe tomorrow, and proceeded to ignore the protest and watch my movie. A few minutes later my husband tells me that he caught Grace coloring on Faith's tummy with markers. When asked why she did that she ignored the question and told her father that Faith was dirty and needed a bath. I thought smugly to myself that Grace may be smart, but as for now, I’m still smarter, because I do not give my kids any art tools that are not washable. So I ignored it and continued to watch my movie. A few minutes later Grace walks up to me in the living room and just stand there. I try to look past her, but she gracefully positions herself between me and the T.V. So I look at her. There was white stuff on top of her head. “What did you do?” I ask. “Well, I’m dirty too, and we need a bath.” She stated very directly. “Grace, what is on your head?” I ask again, not liking it when she ignores me. “My dinner. Now give me a bath. “ also said very directly.
Next time I don't think I'll be quite as smug.
Good times.

I believe. . .

Marriage.
People can say what they want about marriage not being necessary or realistic, but I find great comfort in believing in our “forever”, our commitment. I am an introvert and can appreciate “alone time” and personal space. But I have Never needed my husband like I do now. There are secrets of the heart that you only share with the person in your life that you never think will leave you. Your spouse has “promised” to be there for you through it all. Even after seeing you at your worst and finding out just how selfish and ugly your heart can be. They have promised to be your friend, to hold your hand, to love you and to allow you to love them back; to hold their hand and to be their friend.
If you don’t believe in a good marriage, then you don’t believe in yourself. You don’t believe that you can be that open, that supportive, that forgiving, and that self-sacrificing for that long. You have to know that you are capable of that kind of relationship in order to believe that someone else out there is also.
I find it interesting that a lot of people that do not believe in a God do not believe in marriage, in the traditional sense. They don’t see what a piece of paper has to do with a life long commitment. But I do. I believe that your word should stand for your character. I believe that commitment is something that should be stronger than motive. And I believe in God.
I think that because I am able to “believe” in something other than myself, something bigger and better, that it allows me to believe in me. And ultimately the “God” that is in me.
If you are finding it hard to believe in something solid, something good; even yourself and others. Reconsider the importance of God in your life.

It could be worse...you could be a fish.

I’m a big believer in “It could be worse.”
If you call me late at night, and cry on my shoulder, I’ll cry with you. I’ll listen to you. I’ll try to comfort you. But before the night is through, be sure you’ll hear those four annoying words come out of my mouth. I just can’t help it. I believe it, and for some reason I find it comforting.
If you don’t believe me. If you think it would be impossible for things to be worse, you’re wrong.
You could be an Anglerfish. Anglerfish are those nasty looking sharp teeth fish that live in the Deep Dark Ocean. You know the ones. They have that little light that hangs off their head to attract their pry. Yep, that’s them. But, not only are they extremely freaky to look at, the male of their species is even more disturbing. He looks nothing like the female. He has no light and is a lot smaller in comparison, but the worse part is that he actually attaches himself to the sides of the female. The disturbing part is that he NEVER detaches. He melts, sort of dissolving into the female's sides. Scientists thought that these fish just had a lumpy exterior, but no. It was actually the remains of their former lovers.
Now that’s bad.
At least the black widow moves on after devouring her mate, she never has to see him again, but the Anglerfish sees her ex-mate's butt every time she looks at her own. He’s like cellulite. Not to mention that he actually becomes part of her. His blood mixes into hers. He’s a parasite.
So you may have it bad right now, but you can always take solace in the fact that your ex’s aren’t permanently attached to your butt.

A nice night

I had a date last night. Well, it was a girl’s night and then my sister-in-law and I hit a late feature before calling it quits. Actually, in true girl fashion, we stopped off and did a little midnight shopping at the local drug store after the movie. I had to bring home baby formula and it was convent, open, and not Walmart. Not that I don’t shop at Walmart, but I will say that I only go there when I have to. I always leave there a broke zombie. Talk about mental overload. You literary have to ask yourself two questions for EVERY item that you lay eyes on.
1. Do I need this now?
2. Will I need this in the next couple of weeks?
Do you KNOW how many products a Super Walmart stock? Exhausting.
Anyway, I was going to tell you about the movie we saw.
Holiday. It was really, really cute. I think it is one that I would like to own. And don’t be turned off by Cameron’s performance during the first 20 minutes or so. She loosens up and gets better as the movie progresses. Besides, that haircut is so very cute on her that it makes the hard to watch acting, bearable. Besides, Jude Law is oh, so yummy! Man! He’s got a couple of “looks” that can make a girl blush.
Needless to say I had a nice evening. A little laughing, a little shopping, and a little blushing. . . Now that’s a good date!

A mother's intuition

As I had mentioned before, my now 4 month old son has a heart condition Tetralogy of Fallot, and will need to have open heart surgery. I won’t bore you with the details, but we spent all day Wednesday in the hospital doing tests. At the end of a 12 hour stay at the hospital, the Doctor after reading some of the results considered admitting our son over night. This was NEVER supposed to be an overnight event. We were suppose to go in at 6:00 a.m. start testing at 8:00 a.m. and leave around 5 or 6 p.m. but my little chunky baby decided to hide his veins under a few rolls of sweet baby chub, creating a problem for the anesthesiologist. ( He needed to be put to sleep for the test. ) After poking every “ thin “ area of his body, they ended up putting the IV in the bottom of his left foot. Part of the “monitoring” was a test that revealed his oxygen saturation levels. They are normally 100% for a healthy person. Normal for someone with Tetralogy of Fallot is in the 70 – 80 range (before surgery); lower than that and it becomes a serious concern. After the test while being monitored his saturation levels fell to the 50 range. He was even being given oxygen at the time. Serious Concern. This condition is also known as “Blue Baby Syndrome”, the lack of oxygen in the blood, causes the person to become blue. The lower the saturation levels the bluer they look. When my son’s levels were registering in the 50’s he looked the same pinkish color that he always did when feeling well. He acted in the same manner that he always did and otherwise seemed fine. But his numbers were not fine. The Dr. was concerned. He wanted to keep him overnight and wait until his levels rose into the 70 range while not having the assistance of oxygen. By this time of night, we were all exhausted. We just wanted to go home and rest as well as ingest all of the information that we had received that day. I had not slept the night before and I will be honest in saying that I was possibly not making complete sentences by this time. God did however give me the clarity to communicate in an effective manner what I was feeling inside.
I told my husband that I did not care what the monitor was saying. This is normal for my son. This is as good as it gets. This is the best color that he gets. This is the best he acts (lower numbers means less oxygen, which means more lethargic). If they do not feel comfortable sending him home in this condition, then they are going to have to keep him and perform his surgery today, because this is as good as it gets. The more I said it out loud, the more I knew it to be true. Even though the numbers and my opinion conflicted each other the Dr. did decide to give it a couple more hours before officially omitting us. So we waited and prayed. Every couple of sections his number would flash across the screen. 52. . .53. . .55. . .52. . . 52 . . .52 Eeeerrrggggg. Come On! I know this isn’t right! So finally our wonderful nurse, truly. Took the reader from his finger and placed it on his toe, hoping that I was right, and that something was wrong with the machine. We held our breath. . . .52. . . . 53. . . .53. . . .52. NO! The Dr. was due any minute and we were going to have to stay. Now, you may be saying, “what’s the big deal lady? It’s just one night.” But no, it wouldn’t be because as I said, this was as good as it was going to get for him, and secondly when he has open heart surgery in about a month we will be in the hospital for over a week. I didn’t want to start that now. Especially without being prepared. So as my son’s bedtime approached we tried to settle him down in a strange environment while working around several wires and sore incision spots. As I was rocking him in a chair that did not rock something happened, I promise I didn’t do it on purpose, but his IV came out of his foot and there was blood everywhere! Yes, it was scary. The reason that he was being monitor in the first place was to make sure that the artery that they preformed the catheter in would not reopen and cause him to loose all his blood.
Anyway, we cleaned him up, realizing that it was only the IV. In doing so, all wires were removed and a new oxygen saturation monitoring device was attached to his toe. . . . 70. . .75. . . 76. . .77. . .75. .. 76. . . YES! We’re goin’ home! Hubby and I did a happy dance with chubby baby. Dr. walked in shortly after. “So you want to go home?” Or bags were already packed. “Thank you very much Dr. , see you tomorrow. Bye.” Thank you Jesus! Finally the end to a VERY long day.
Baby slept like a log all night. So did I.
Remember, you are the parents. You know your children. And computers are not always smarter than you.
Now go kiss your babies and thank God for them.

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I did not write this, but it did make me laugh. . .

A six-year-old boy told his father he wanted to marry the little girl across the street. The father, being modern and well-schooled in handling children, hid his smile behind his hand.
"That's a serious step," he said. "Have you thought it out completely?"
"Yes," his young son answered. "We can spend one week in my room and the next in hers. It's right across the street, so I can run home if I get scared of the dark."
"How about transportation?" the father asked.
"I have my wagon, and we both have our tricycles," the little boy answered. The boy had an answer to every question the father raised.
Finally, in exasperation, his dad asked, "What about babies? When you're
married, you're liable to have babies, you know."
"We've thought about that, too," the little boy replied. "We're not going to have babies. Every time she lays an egg, I'm going to step on it!"

- Author Unknown

Warm Fuzzies . . .

3 year old climbed up in the computer chair behind me and started rocking us back and forth. I took her hands that were on my shoulders and rapped them tightly around my neck and rocked us a little faster. She quickly told me that she thought we might fall backwards, but I assured her that I had her and that she would not get hurt. She immediately smiled and told me to go faster.

2 year old likes to scream at bugs. She apparently believes that this will scare them away. (It always sends me running) I recently explained to her that bugs do not have ears (but mommy does) and that yelling does not bother them (but it does mommy). I showed her that you could make most bugs go away by “Shooo” ing them. Shortly after that inspiring lesson, I started to take her into her room to get her ready for a nap. As you can imagine the 2 year old was in no way interested in taking her nap. As she sees me coming towards her with her blanket and a sippy cup in my hand she starts running from me yelling, “NO THANK YOU MOMMY!! NO THANK YOU!! ” So as I laid her down on the changing table she stuck both hands in my face and said, “ Shooo mommy, shoo!“ I LOVE THAT KID!

3 year old was in the bubble bath with her face down in the water. I tell her not to drink the bath water and she picks her head up and says, “ I’m not drinking the water Mom, I’m being Santa.” She had white bubbles all around her mouth and on her chin.
This kid’s smart. There was no mirror in the tub.

Anytime anything good happens my 2 year old yells (yes, she’s very very loud), “THANK YOU MOMMA!!! THANK YOU!!”. She will do this about anything, pizza, jumpy house, suckers, a good cartoon, bath time, anything that makes her happy, even if I had nothing to do with it. I guess one of these days I should tell her that all good things come from God, but it feels so good to be that well thought of that I admit that I might have drug my feet a little on that one.

3 year old told me, after I insisted that she stop playing with my makeup, that Santa was not going to come see me if I didn’t start being nicer to her. (That one didn’t warm my heart so much)

Things that scare me . . .

Opened lunch meat
My power bill
My children’s intelligence
Four letter words used around my children
The mouse in my garage. Not the mouse itself, but the damage it can causes
That twinkle in my husband’s eye
Small pieces to toys
Getting pregnant AGAIN
Lousing my cell phone. I have a total of 0 numbers memorized.
Salmonella poisoning
Pork
People that don’t like animals
Internet weirdoes
People that would hurt children
Toll Roads
My spelling
Buffets

To be continued. . . .

What scares you?

Bahummbug

Okay, I guess I need to let off a little steam and where better to do this??

First, let me say that I am a normal Joe (ett). I do not see myself as being any better, smarter, cuter, funnier, wiser, ect. than the next guy. And I generally care about people and do try to look at things from their prospective, when given the opportunity. So with that said, let me rant.
I suppose my main issue right now is with service or lack there-of.
Like I said, I’m a good person. I like people. I am a big tipper. I sympathize and relate to the average waiter in a big way. I too wait hand and foot all day on a bunch of babies. If you get them water, they want milk. If you get them milk they want juice. I get it. Really. So I try to be a good customer. I use your first names. I make eye contact. I try not to be on the cell phone when you are talking to me. And I stopped ordering things that were not on the menu years ago. I try to make your job as easy as I can. I even clean the table when I’m done. And the honest to goodness reason why I am eating there in the first place is because I want to be severed. I could grab food from anywhere, heck I have pizza hut on speed dial, but when I come to your restaurant it’s because I want to enjoy a warm meal, that I did not have to prepare and that I will not have to clean up after and that I could possibly, hopefully sit through the entire event.
So please show me the same respect I show you.
And for GS do not serve me crap tea.
If I order tea, than give me tea. If I order crap tea, then bring it on. But if I order tea DO NOT bring me tea with raspberry/orange/kiwi/green/black in it. And look all innocent as I gulp it down like a camel. If all you have is crap tea, then at least warn me.

And the other thing that I’m letting irritate me is my Christmas tree.
For GS people, leave my Christmas tree alone. Yes, it could stand in for Charlie Brown’s and yes, it is smaller than yours, but I like it! It’s the perfect accent piece to all the other decorations that I have. It takes up less storage. It requires fewer ornaments. I don’t have to stick a dump bow on top because a star looks tinny and ridiculous. No, I have a beautiful gold star that fits my smaller tree just fine and I think it looks nice. All that matters is that the tree is taller than my children, and it happens to be taller than me, it’s not bald and it is in new condition. So leave to poor thing alone. It’s doing a wonderful job being our little Christmas tree.

My beef with Rudolf

I find it amazing the we are not a little more screwed up. Have you SEEN the 1964 Rudolf the Red Nose Reindeer show lately? The supporting characters are mean and hateful. Rudolf’s own Father is ashamed of him and has Rudolf’s wear a disguise for over a year to make him appear more “Reindeerish”. Even Santa is unsupportive in the beginning. And then there is the Snow Monster. As I was watching it with my 3 year old I kept thinking that any minute they would discover that he just had a terrible tooth ache and the “dentist” elf would make it all better and everyone would be friends. At least that was how I remembered it, but NO that is Not the story. The “dentist” elf ambushes the “monster” and pulls out all of his teeth WITHOUT prier written consent! No wonder we have a fear of dentist. This show is full of actions that are not something that I want my children to emulate. Of course Rudolf is courageous and forgiving but . . . is it enough I ask you? I tend to question a lot of things that society deem inappropriate. Let’s just say that I’m conservative, but man, this cartoon really ruffled my feathers!
Okay, I’m off my soap box, and Rudolf is off my movie box. . .

Once upon a time. . . .

I love my children. I would not want my life without them, but sometimes it’s interesting to look back on some of the changes that we have made to make our lives and homes suitable for them. Fill free to add your own
additions.

Once upon a time. . .

I could go an entire day or two without mysteriously smelling like soured milk.
I could have a lenthy conversation without interrupting the other adult to say something silly like: “Don’t touch that! It’s an Oweeee!” or “Please don’t stick your figure in your sister’s nose!”
I could sleep through the night without being wakened by little people making big demands.
I could walk through my entire house without stepping on one single Cheerio.
I could sit for a whole twenty minutes without either getting up to check on a loud noise, or getting up to check because it was too quite.
I could throw something in the back seat of my car without checking to see if it cleared all three car seats and didn’t land on anything gooey.
I could wait and run my dishwasher when it was full, not whenever I run out of clean sippy cups or bottles.
I could run out to the mail box without being worried a little person would lock me out of my own house.
I could brush my hair and teeth before 10:00am.
I could get dressed in the morning to go out that night and stay clean ALL day!
I could go out at night.
I could have spontaneous sex with my husband.
I could run out of milk in the frig and it did not require a midnight run to the nearest store.
I could wrap Christmas presents at the kitchen table and not in the master bathroom.
I could open any drawer, door, or cabinet without fiddling with a latch of some kind.
I could leave something valuable to me lower than four feet off the ground.
I could sit at my kitchen table and not find leftovers stuck to it from three nights ago.
My walls didn’t require touch- up painting every 8 hours.
I could leave food and water in the house, out for the dog all day.
I could do a load of laundry without it requiring half a bottle of Spray N Wash.

It's all over now. . .

It's done. They did it to me. Endless nights of no sleep. Almost constant bickering. The screaming. Oh the screaming. It's done. I had no choice I had to have help. I am but a mere mortal (shocking-I know). So in order to survive. To simply continue to breathe. I had to do it. I sold my soul and crossed over. I'm one of them now. One of those zombies that can't even speak until they get their fix. I didn't want to do it. I didn't want to do it. (I've been singing that melody all morning. No, not in my head, out loud. That's how sentenced I feel.) I don't even like the stuff. I only ingest it to know that I am alive. Otherwise it would be very difficult to tell. I would strongly resemble a rather large lump residing either on the couch or propped up by the nearest support beam. I had to do it, I tell you. I had no other choice. You can't judge me. You're not here every day. Every hour. Every minute. Every second of every day of every week of every month of every year. And to add injuries to insult it's my birthday. I'm old now and in need of a crutch or two. So why not? Why not join the masses and their sick addiction? Maybe this is my birthday gift to myself. A gift of a few more conscious moments. A few more sain thoughts. Maybe. One can only hope. So sign me up. And mail me the bill.
Starbucks here I come. . .

bitter-sweet pecan pie

Holidays can be so bitter sweet. I am reminded how the circle of life stops for no one. My loving Grandmother is feeling the effect of being on the other end of that circle, and for the first time in 53 years she is not planning on cooking one single thing for Thanksgiving. Now, I’m not saying that she should, especially if she doesn’t feel like it, but what is Thanksgiving without your grandmother’s pecan pie?!
She purchased a couple of pre-made pies from the store and is going to bring them and a warm smile. I know that it could be even worse next year. We could be without her smile. Her time here is getting shorter and I understand that, it’s just not as easy to swallow as her pecan pie. I already miss her.

Buzzzz

My 3 year old tells me to come and meet her new friend "Buzz". I pretend to shake hands with "Buzz" assuming that he is another imaginary friend. (we have quite a few running around here) But she was quick to inform me that I had missed Buzz completely. Apparently Buzz is a fly. (this is what the quarantine has done to us).
She then tells me that I am not to hurt her friend "Buzz" by killing him. Of course after she leaves the room and "Buzz", apparently hungry, helps himself to her lunch, I start chasing him around the house with some reading material that I thought he might find interesting. I missed. I hear her sweet voice call from the next room, "Mom, don't hurt my friend Buzz". I miss again. A little less sweet, "Mom, don't Killll Buzzz!" Then out of frustration I call back, "Honey, I don't like your friend Buzz! I think he's nasty and disgusting and I don't like him!" Then a little more sweetly she replies, " Oh, mom, he just needs a bath!"
Kids!

I am now the neighborhood snoop

I am apparently now the neighborhood snoop.

Here’s the story:
My family and I have been "quarantined" because my 3 month old son is going to have to have open heart surgery in couple of months, and we can't risk getting him sick before his surgery. And because we can not do any group socializing, we have not found a church in the area, or made any new friends. So I have made an extra special effort to befriend the new neighbors around me. One of the neighbors have already decided that we are weirdoes. I haven’t even begun to decipher why. There are way too many possibilities.
But there are these other neighbors across the street that I especial would like to get to know and so far, they have remained friendly. So as you can imagine I was quite trilled when they asked me to feed their new puppy while they were away for the weekend. Now understand that the “quarantine” has started to mess with our minds because I had the bright idea to take my two year old across the street with me to play with the puppy. Well, the poor little girl was just so thrilled to be out of our house that she ran amuck in theirs!
After tackling her three quarters of the way up the stairs upon immediate entry into the house, I wrangle her outside where the puppy, obviously “quarantined” as well was as happy to see her as she was to see him. Wrestling ensued. Then after much refereeing I decide they need a brake, so back through the house we go. Only, as I reach the front door I notice a terribly large menacing scorpion. Yes I said scorpion.
So I decide that if I kill this monster I will be saving my new friends lives thereby insuring our life long friendship, so I attack! It is surprisingly resilient and I asses that I will need to put a little more weight behind my next blow. By the way, I’m supper tiny, almost non-existent (ha) so when my daughter wriggles free from my grasp I am momentarily relieved to have both hands free for this battle I have found myself in. The relief lasted about 30 seconds, and then after securing our new best friends safety, I go in search of a very nosey 2 year old.
Where did I find her? Well in the master bedroom of course! I immediately see my new found friendship slipping away as I notice something in her hand and the top drawer of the night stand open slightly. By slightly I mean the size of my two years olds hand. She proudly displays her treasure for me to admire. I, by this time feel like I am being tried and found guilty. I grab the kid, throw her over my shoulder, kicking and screaming of course; take the “treasure” and throw it down on the night stand and run for my life! Once home I try to asses the situation.
Do I tell them the truth?
If I do, there is a very good chance that I could sound like – one a crazy person, making up an excuse for rummaging through their drawers – or two a very stupid parent that would bring a two year old that has not seen the light of day in over a week, to run free through a strangers house.
I told the truth, but I’m not stupid. I had enough sense to put the dead scorpion just outside the front door for proof. One- of my bravery, and two- of my honesty. . . . .
Now who would not want to be my friend?!

all about me. . .

Welcome to the 2006 edition of "getting to know your friends."
1. What time did you get up this morning? 1:42am, 3:08am, 5:28am, 7:23am, 9:32am

2. Diamonds or pearls? yes please

3. What was the last film you saw at the theatre? Lake House

4. Favorite TV show? hmmm. . .(don't judge me) Boston Legal, and Grey's Anatomy

5. What did you have for breakfast this morning? grapefruit at 1:50am, and toast at 10:30am

6. What's your favorite cuisine? Anything that I do not have to cook and then clean up (Right now the baby is craving fish and fruit)

7. What foods do you dislike? marshmallows (if you want to consider that a food) Chili with chili powder. And of course anything that takes a long time to prepare and a mess to clean up

8. What is your favorite chip flavor? Chocolate

9. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Worship mix

10. What kind of vehicle do you drive? double stroller

12. What characteristics do you despise? Obsessiveness. It's so hard to get through to or reason with an obsessed person.

13. Favorite item of clothing? PJ's (large ones)

14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? ......someplace quite, with a beautiful view and a comfortable hammock ........

15. What color is your bathroom? a dark shade of cream on the walls, trimmed in white. I haven't actually decorated it yet, I'm considering splashed of red for accent-but I want it soothing. . . .hmmmm

16. Favorite brand of clothing? who cares?

18. What was your most memorable birthday? 15th (oh my gosh that was SO long ago!)

20. Favorite sport to watch? My husband at the firing range.

23. What fabric detergent do you use? Tide with bleach 'cause it's the best!

25. Do you wish on stars? I've never actually BEEN on a star, but I'm sure it I ever found myself there I would be wishing for some help

26. When did you last cry? A few days ago. . . .I'm 9 months preg. give me a break.

27. Do you like your handwriting? Yes. But mi spellling is enother mater. . .

28. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Nah, I'm not my type

29. Are you a daredevil? Not anymore. Kids will do that to ya'.

30. Do looks matter? I hope not

31. How do you release anger? I become passive aggressive -sorry

32. What were your favorite toys as a child? Wow! my bike, my dolls, my camera, good times. . .

33. What class in High School was totally useless? Spellling oviously

34. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Unfortunately. It gets me in a lot of trouble -sorry

35. Favorite movies? I don't know. I like to watch movies, but I don't like to watch them multiple times. . .

36. What are your nicknames? Super amazing wonderful person

37. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nope

38. Do you think that you are strong? No, I KNOW that I am strong, come here and let me sho' ya'!

39. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? yes, please

40. What are your favorite colors? The color of my kids eyes. (a beautiful dark blue)

41. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? my sense of modesty. I really need to come to terms with just how wonderful I am. (and I think ya'll should too)
see #34

42. Who do you miss the most? My grandmother

43. Do you want everyone you sent this to send it back? most definitely, there will be a pop quiz

44. What color pants are you wearing? pants?

45. What are you listening to right now? My 3 year old playing in the room with her imaginary friends (this one is a bear)

46. What did you last eat? Lunch- chicken n' pasta

47. If you were a crayon what color would you be? blue

48. Last person you talked to on the phone? My husband

49. Favorite Drink? Tea, water

50. Do you wear contacts? Nope

51. Favorite Day(s) of the Year? Of course the Days my children were born. And of course the day I married my husband. And any day where my kids sigh and say, "It's a wonderful day mom."

52. Scary Movies or Happy Endings? Scary Movies with Happy Endings....so sweet

53. Summer or winter? I've heard winter is nice. . . .

54. Hugs or Kisses? Hugs from clean people, kisses from my kids

55. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? Dessert? yes please

56. What Book(s) Are You Reading? Beth Moore Bible study, and a book on personality profiling

57. What's On Your Mouse Pad? mouse pad?

58. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? I didn't watch TV last night, I saw a live wrestling match in my living room.

59. Favorite Smells? Gardena, plumaria, roses, and babies of course

60. Rolling Stones or Beatles? Stones

61. What's the furthest you've been from home? Switzerland